cienna mattei what nourishes me, destroys me |


plead the fifthi'm alone as i've ever been your plastic smiles are short 3000 miles and i'm stuck in my old skinplead the fifth
one day, you say i'm out dated everything is black and blue unchanged but new since you decided love was overrated
but it was never about me it was always you - an apology overdue you only loved to a degree
and now i'm back where i started
no more into or farther through the bad dreams of black and scarlet
when will this be over and done with your love was nothing - fantasy - myth you answer only 'i plead the fifth'


collectioni wish you would fake this seconds fall - glass and plastic i hate, i hate this you trip the light - fantasticcollection
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what clawed creature do i find here - awake a wide-eyed creature my biggest mistake
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wishing, wanting, waiting, a heart swollen with hating it is mine? you ask wrong - mine is but for the taking


kaleidoscope eyeskaleidoscope eyes, can you see me there? where i hide beneath your chair, with bated breath and painted hair? and what of the open heart? of which once you were a part, making love a fickle art? and the baby stout and smiling? a face so perfect, simply beguiling, a mind of files, compiling, compiling? does it know of you? or of me too? or has all been lost - has all fallen through? one day soon, beneath a silver moon, we will meet at high noon and maybe then, we will find each other again, answering only - amen.kaleidoscope eyes


to you, amenthough i die before i wake this aching feeling i cannot shake lonesomeness so deep - so bold i rot beneath it with lichen and moldto you, amen
so take the sinews strewn from the ground and wrap them as bracelets all around those hands i once held so dear that have now found me here
and if in that face you cannot see
look deep into the part of me where the bones wine in protest and souls are often possessed
you will then realize clearly how fond i was, sincerely of every single part of you every part i once knew
through and through
cienna mattei what nourishes me, destroys me |
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A legtisztább mágia a szívben lakozik.
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Do you love me? What do you think of me?
I - I don't rightly know sir.
Make an assessment.
Thank you for the watch.
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